MAHAVATAR BABAJI

I am an Indian. Live in Visakhapatnam in South India in Andhra Pradesh provience. Recently a fortnight ago I have learnt about Mahavatar Babaji through the book autobiography of a Yogi. With increased interest I have browsed the web and gained some good knowledge of Babaji. I have somewhat attracted with the gesture of Babaji and one incident happened a week/10 days ago and I wish to share my foolishness before the Babaji folloowers world. My working Office is situated inb the 3rd floor of a commercial complex in a busy street called Diamon (d) Park in Visakhapatnam City. I use to attend Office and open lock aroung 8.45 am everyday and by that time generally no commercial organisation opens. Around 9.00 PM of that (un) fortunate day after my opening Office and and start arranging my Laptop connection etc., one young boy, aroung 25 years old, appeared before my Office doorstep. He is very common looking, without footware and some holding some folded paper in hand. He greeted me by stating in my mother tongue Telugu language " no one gives me any job.... do you have any"? i some what surprised at this direct approach and replied NO and said that it will be not wise to come in the first hour because no one opens the Office anywhere in the commercial complexes. He somewhat maintained silence for a movement and asked OK, do you have some drinking water please:? I again surprised that that time was 9.00 am and the season is winter and this guy is asking water. I have one bottle of water and one bottle of buttermilk, which I used to share with my co workers as well to strangers also, yet, I do not understand even now also why I acted like that. I bluntly refused saying NO. The boy withpout saying anything stared for a second and went down and gone away. After that moment I have repented for refusing a glass of water to a stranger who openly asked and cursed myself for being such blunt and cruel. Miraculeously that day the water was not consumed by me and I have poured in sink and same thing repeated for another three days. Ultimately I have stopped bringing water to Office (THERE IS NO DRINKABLE WATER PROVISION IN MY OFFICE). After that boy's departure suddenly I felt some feeling that this boy resubles some one I know recently. I have a slight sixthsence reminder that this boy is no one but the blessed one and great sould. On 15-11-2012 I have once again seen photos/pictures of Babaji in web. Suddenly I have realised that the boy face is very similar to Babaji and after recollection I could confirm that the face is same of Babaji. Now I have been repenting more and more bitterly that how foolishly I have refused the great soul, who has been the aim of thousands of deep devotees yet very difficult to reach, who came to my door step and asked for a glass of water. I am almost in burnining sensation in heart and cursing kyself. I know pretty well that this is not any helusanation or my psychological mistake in confusion. Crystal clearly I could feel that the stranger is no one but Babaji. There is no doubt in it and there is no deeming fiction, because I could remeber the boy face and it is exactly the same of photographs (not paintings) available of Babaji in various internet sites. Yet there is some satisfaction that I could see Mahavatar Babaji. I want to know whether I am a sinner or a blessed one. Also I wANT TO KNOW AS TO WHAT IS THE REMEDY for my foolish act of refusing great soul, who came in a shape of educated, poor unemployed youth asking for any employment and after all a glass of water? I beg the Great Mahavatar Babaji to kindly pardon me for my foolishness and request the devotees to please help me in removing my sin. MAHAVATAR BABAJI ---- KSNTAVYOME APARAADHAHA GUMMULURI LAKSHMI NRUSIMHA PRASAD EMPLOYEE OF A PRIVATE COMPANY VISAKHAPATNAM ANDHRA PRADESH INDIA + 91 9052109901 (M) glnrusimhaprasad@gmail.com